"There's gotta be more to life..."

If you are bored do this survey...

I AM: cold...it's raining outside.

I WANT: a bazillion dollars.

I HAVE: never really been truly and honestly happy...sad, I know.

I HATE: when people don't use their blinkers!!!

I MISS: Shell.

I HEAR: the TV in the other room...my dad's watching some show that I have no idea what it is.

I REGRET: not going to college even if I couldn't afford it.

I LOVE: the smell of rain.

I ACHE: for something more than this...my life is sooooo blah that it makes me yawn in boredom just thinking of it.

I ALWAYS: feel like such a loser and a failure.

I AM NOT: the nicest person in the world...people don't call me a bitch for nothing.

I DANCE: horribly, even though I used to be in a dance company. (Sad, I know)

I CRY: over the stupidest things, like when I watched 'Pride and Prejudice' for the second time the other day, I bawled like a baby.

I NEED TO LEARN: that life really isn't against me...or is it?

I SHOULD: get off my ass and get back into music again, I miss it.

[YES OR NO, YOU]

1. KEEP A DIARY: Hell no
2. KEEP A JOURNAL: hell the fuck no
3. SET YOUR WATCHES A FEW MINUTES AHEAD: YES!! My watch is 15 minutes fast!! And the clock in my car is like 12 minutes fast I think...hey, it works for me, don't laugh!! ('cause if I think that it's 10 minutes fast, I'll have a few minutes to spare, 'cause I hate being late!!!)
4. BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS: No, but they do break easily
5. BELIEVE IN LOVE: Love is overrated

[DO YOU]

1. HAVE A/ANY CRUSH(ES): Seriously? No
2. THINK YOU WANT TO FALL IN LOVE?: Not right now...
3. WANT/HAVE TATTOOS: Yes, I have one (SH!! Don't tell anyone!!)
4. WANT/HAVE PIERCINGS: Yes, I have two in each ear, but I want to get my eyebrow pierced...maybe if I move to Laramie next summer

[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF...]

RYAN: Seacrest *gags*
DOUG: DOUG, the cartoon doug!! Sadly enough, I used to watch that!! (younger sibs used to watch it, so I did too for lack of something better to do)
WILL: TRUMAN!!! (HA, I just watched a bunch of epi's from WaG season THREE this morning, LOVE that show!!!)
JOHN: Lennon...
ALEX: McLean (It's all your fault Shell!!!!!!!!!!)
VICTORIA: Victoria's secret!?
JOSH: GROBAN!!!!! New CD comes out Nov 7th!!
SCOTT: LMAO, Adam SCOTT Lundgreen (HAHA, didn't think I'd remember, did you?!)...Oh, and Kevin SCOTT Richardson (but I don't really know him...he's just some nice eye candy to look at)

[IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...]

CRIED?: Yes...like I said before, we've concluded that 'Pride and Prejudice' makes me cry :oP
HELPED SOMEONE?: I help people everyday at my job
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: I bought some light bulbs for my car, and the damn things didn't work
GOTTEN SICK?: Not really...unless you count a massive headache
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: No, too expensive here ($8/ticket)
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Nopers
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: No again
TALKED TO AN EX?: Nope, have to have an ex to do that
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL: No
MISSED SOMEONE?: YES
HUGGED SOMEONE?: No
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: No
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: No

[WOULD YOU EVER..]

1. EAT A BUG?: Uh, only for a bajillion dollars
2. BUNGEE JUMP?: Hell yes I would, if I could afford it
3. HANG GLIDE?: Same as above
4. KILL SOMEONE?: Uh, no
5. PARACHUTE FROM A PLANE?: Yes!
6. WALK ON HOT COALS?: Probably not
7. GO OUT TO EAT WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER?: If it was in a public place, sure
8. GO OUT WITH SOMEONE FOR THEIR REPUTATION?: Maybe
9. BE A VEGETARIAN?: No, chicken is my fave
10. WEAR PLAID WITH STRIPES?: Uh, no...but then again, I'm not too into fashion LOL
11. DRESS UP AS A CLOWN?: Uh, no
12. SING KAREOKE?: OMG, I LOVE karaoke!!! I used to go to karaoke like 3 times a week
13. RUN A RED LIGHT?: It happens sometimes
14. DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE?: Been there, done that
15. BE ON SURVIVOR?: Yeah, I'd show those bitches who was boss...
16. MAKE SOMEONE CRY?: I have, yes...and I would again if they deserved it
17. KICK A BABY?: Are you insane? That's cruel!!!
18. STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT?: I used to do that all the time

[DO YOU PREFER]

1. FLOWERS OR CANDY?: Flowers
2. GRAY OR BLACK?: black
3. COLOR OR BLACK&WHITE PHOTOS?: depends...some people look better in black and white
4. PINK OR PURPLE?: Pink
5. SUNRISE OR SUNSET?: Sunset
6. STAYING UP LATE OR WAKING UP EARLY? Staying up late...I'm a night owl fo sho

[IN THE LAST MONTH, HAVE YOU]

1. HAD A BF/GF?: No
2. BOUGHT SOMETHING?: Yes
3. SANG?: Yes, to myself in the car...I won't sing in front of other people and put them through that kind of torture

1. In two words, explain what ended your last relationship:
What relationship?

2. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
Ha, about a month ago...it's too damn cold here to worry about shaving your legs...everyone's wearing pants anyway

3. what were you doing this morning at 8am?
Sleeping

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Driving home from work because I had a stupid training meeting

5. Are you any good at math?
Yes...do I like it, no!

6. Your prom night?
Didn't go to any of them...

7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
Uh, no.

8. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school?
No

9. Do you know the words to the song on your Myspace profile?
Yes, I do know most of them...I like Brooke's music, can't wait 'til her CD comes out

10. Last thing received in the mail?
A phone bill

11. How many different beverages did you drink today?
Cream Soda, and Sunkist

12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
Yes, but I don't like talking to machines, so I try not to

13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to?
that's a tough one...are we talking a concert that I actually remember? That would probably be M-Pact!

14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
Uh, no...do I look like a lame-o that would do that?!

15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
Root canal, although it wasn't really that bad

16. What is out your back door?
Our porch (we use our porch door as our front door)

17. Any plans for Friday night?
Uh, I might go to an 'Iron Butterfly' concert at one of the bars in town

18. Do you like what the ocean does to your hair?
My hair is pretty crazy on it's own, so it does what it wants

19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn?
Yeah, quite a few years ago...well it was given to the family

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
Yes, it's awesome!

21. Do you re-use towels after you shower?
Not usually...but then again, I have enough towels not to

22. Some thing you are excited about?
Getting to go back to school again (I know, it's stupid)

23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
anything red (strawberry, raspberry, kiwi-strawberry, etc)

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
No

25. Describe your keychain:
I have my keys on a black carabiner with only one keychain that is a "sign" that says 'Wrong Way'

26. Where do you keep your change?
In the side pocket of my purse...that way I'll have it to use in the vending machines at work on my breaks

27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
I try not to....it's probably been since High school

28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
Berne coat...kinda like Carhartt...it's a ranch coat

30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
Closed, although it's supposed to be left open (according to the 'rents)

31. Do you have the hots for someone right now?
Um, no

32. Are you self-conscious?
I don't really care what people think of me

33. Do you like your hair color?
I change my hair color like every two weeks...does that tell you anything?

34. Do you have a laptop or desktop?
I have both, but I use my laptop...the desktop is in storage

35. What kind of iPod do you have?
I don't have one...and I never will have one, I HATE anything mac

36. Are you content with your life right now?
Psh, I don't think I'll ever be content with life